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Posted by AleF2050 - October 18th, 2022
got enough of it.
i'm giving up art for now. i was already burning out anyway no matter what i do, even knowing that art is a marathon.
got excessively mad over weeks of painful frustration as i attempted to cope with it, but every morning i wake up i still come to NOTHING.
Posted by AleF2050 - September 27th, 2022
Posted by AleF2050 - September 5th, 2022
Still grinding through art so it seems like i can't pull out a finished drawing any sooner as i've been trying to pull my muscles off Twitter, for the good of art portal. https://twitter.com/af2050_art
Right now has become my primary site where i will post sketches. Due to that, i'll tend to forget a lot about continuing my art thread. I really do wish about getting a drawing done, but i've been so busy experimenting with writing down some unusual art prompts i've been brainstorming through during my procrastination times while i try to bodybuild my drawing motivation.
If you wanna catch me up, be sure to check my Twitter.
Posted by AleF2050 - August 27th, 2022
These weeks i've been not much active here because of the usual stuff, plus still struggling with art block and the tendency of not being able to do anything (not even play videogames whenever i want in the day). Sometimes i favourite one or two things and review them as i please, but besides this it's all nothing at all.
So there's some things i've been getting into during this near end month period:
I stopped watching a lot of Twitch as i'm attempting to shift my focus on my hobbies and talking with others for a bit...
The bad news? Still feeling rough and mindly weak just as before. Despite writing down ideas i've been brainstorming on drawings i want to make, my anxiety for not being able to hold on reaching my objective and instead relying on my expectations is what prevents me to do that. I really want to do game dev as well, but well, thing is that my weak mind is making me so lazy... i want to get out from it.
Not to mention that recently i've been feeling awkward at the way i write with other people, especially on Discord. Sometimes i write stuff that doesn't make sense while i'm trying to make it feel like authentical phrasing, but apparently, not just my english is that bad enough, but also i tend to be quite dyslexical with my main language (italian) as well...
Yeah, it just feels normal to me that unfortunately it's just the way how i write and talk. I am so grungy.
Posted by AleF2050 - August 15th, 2022
I made a Twitter acc but it's only going to be an art and lurk account in the meantime cause honestly it's not even a primary platform for posting art at all just like every account i use in other sites to post art.
https://twitter.com/af2050_art
Will have NSFW in it too when it comes